| Arising out of Destruction |
[09/07/09 ♥ 23:05] |
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| [ | Location |
| | Fucking Paris | ] |
| [ | Humeur |
| |  morose | ] |
| [ | Musique |
| | Keep Yourself Alive - Queen | ] |
Ever thought of the real meaning of the word destruction? At first you can't tell destruction from creation. Even when you create something, it means that you destroy the thing that was previously there, in place of what you created. And destruction is a form of creation, too. When you destroy something the world changes and you give life to a new vision, deprived of what you destroyed.
I would say that the real difference is in our own freedom. When you're creating, what are you really controlling? Once your creation is done, you can never know in which way it's going to change your future. However, when you're destroying, then you get a chance to know exactly which kind of possibilities you're erasing from this world. Destruction is the only thing you can control, and the only bond you have with life.
...quite depressing, isn't it? Every time I look back upon my life, I can't help seeing how wrong I've been. What the hell am I doing there, anyway? Messing around, joking around and self-consciously blindfolding me every time I can't stand what's right before my eyes.
But now I also realized one thing: every time I thought about my future I was seeing my past. But I guess it's the only thing we can reflect on. Those kind of thoughts just won't leave me alone. Feels like struggling all alone in the dark. I wish I could just stop thinking.
Anyway... I found this vid a few days ago...
...and I dropped my cigarette when I saw SeungRi in this nurse outfit. I guess they hit the mark, haha. And afterward it made me read again Pretty Little Thing last chapters... aaah, I'll never get enough of Kanon's hotness. u_u
Anyway, I'm gonna go to bed before really starting rambling about stupid things ~ 
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Finalement, je garde un LJ quand même aha donc voilà~
Jte rajoute ok ? Tu pues t'as pas répondu à mon mail !
Et fuck Big Bang d'ailleuuurs
Et fuck Big Bang d'ailleuuurs
haha, ouais ça pue Big Bang xD mais bon, j'aime bien Haru Haru c'est pour ça... dommage que presque toutes leurs autres chansons soient creños. u_u
Grave, Haru Haru c'est la seule qui soit bien ... Jsais pas pourquoi en plus, le reste pourrait être bien mais NON. | |
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